i can do this!
yes i can!
OMG!
i don't thnk so..
this is impossible.
ridiculously impossible.
I NEED HELP!!!!

i can do this!
yes i can!

heck!
just do it.
impossible is nothing.

FUCK FUCK FUCK!

i love every contemporary dance from So You Think You Can Dance.
most of the dance pieces makes me turn on my tear tap.
I.LOVE.IT!







hahaha!

okay i should stop. =D

good morning everyone!

ever listen to a song and that song reminds you of someone?

1. Tash - "If you like Pina Colada" by Jimmy Buffett and "My Love" by Justin Timberlake
... the thing is, this song reminds me of that movie The Sweetest Thing starring Cameron Diaz, Christina Applegate and Salma Blair. go figure! ;-) i remembered when "My Love" just came out, you were so excited to show the video to me on youtube. hahaha

2. Liyana - any songs by Rachael Yamagata especially "Be be your love" and "Chasing Cars" by Snow Patrol
... i know you are a die-hard fan of her and i still remember you asking me to go to her concert when she was in town this year. and as for Chasing Cars, i remember you told me it was the song that reminds you of Ben.

3. Xanthe - "Kiss Kiss" by Chris Brown, "Low" by Flo Rida and any songs by Justin Timberlake
... the first song was rather painful for me to listen to because that song reminded me of you and he-who-shall-not-be-name because i remember vividly on one of your picture caption of you and him : "a lovey-dovey kiss kiss"! HAHAHA!!!! and for the second song, hmmm... i don't know how to explain it but the song just reminds me of YOU! hehe. of course, lastly, Mr. Timberlake is your obession, therefore, every song of him reminds me of you.

4. Hasanna - "I'll be there" by Mariah Carey and that other song which i forgot the title and singer! 
... this song goes waaaaay back! you kept singing this song, Mariah Carey's version of course! of course, you kept forgetting the lines and i kept asking you to shut-up. hehe! =D

5. Arif - "Linger" by The Cranberries, "Apologize" by One Republic, "A Song for You" by Elliot Yamin
... what can i say? this was our song! it all started with the movie Click (our first movie) and the song was in the soundtrack and the rest was history! as for Apologize, HAHAHA, this song will always reminded me when i caught you red-handed cheating on me and the song was playing on the background : " it's too late to apologize! " HAHAHAHA!!!!

6. David - "Iris" by Goo Goo Dolls
... you and i, in the car, singing along to this song, then you turned to me and smiled. sigh! 
can i replay that moment in my life? 
trust me, i won't get bored of it. =D

7. Al-Roanny - "Crank That" by Soulja Boy
... HAHAHA! 'enuf said. the next time i see you, i'm going to make you dance for me.

8. Tino - "Let's stay Together " by Al Green
... sigh. lets rewind to 2007 when you and i will do closing in JJ, and it's almost closing time, and you would play this song from your phone; you took my hand and twirl me around and sing this song to me. hahaha! tino tino! glad that now you are singing it to your dearest Clare =D

that's enough for now! 

good night, readers :)

p.s. see you tomorrow, Liyana! 

 

 

whilst i was busy rushing for the menus for the client, shafiq sent me a link :

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!


and this was my 3mins break from all the stress.
:)

today is Wednesday.
i'm still stressed but not showing it.
hehe.
i went for lunch with dear Fadzly and boy, i had a good laugh.
why?
because Fadzly uses an umbrella when the day was bright and sunny.
HAHAHAHA!!!
he made me walked beside him so that people will think that he is carrying the umbrella for me.
gosh!

okay.

i better go off to work.

i hope that guy from Hanoi better get his ass back in the office so he an i could talk!
pfft!
 

this is what happened to A before she leaves amc.
they squeezed her dry until she has no room to breathe.
and now it's happening to me.
Uncle D is taking a week leave and I am left with Miss G. to work for BK!
OMG!!!
i swear i feel like crying when he shove the weekload of work for me to do.
my mind is scrambled and i keep telling myself I CAN DO THIS!
YES I CAN!
can i?
:(

i've never been this stressed out before.
HOLD ON!
i think i have.
HiMSS!
and it's with Uncle D.
urgh.

gosh. why does it has to be him that make me go crazy!

okay, i think i am going to scream.

:(

"we are going to a nice place for dinner. so you got to wear something nice!"
"okay."
"and bring Molly. :)"
"i will put on extra make-up for you!"
"hahaha! okay then. i'll see you tomorrow."

and so Tash and I decided to meet today for dinner to celebrate my belated birthday.
she decided on the venue, and i just follow.
she said it was near NAFA, and the first thing that comes into my head was, "OMG! will i get lost?"
thankfully i didn't.
i finally met her outside the beautiful quiet restaurant and
she led me inside and said, "Guess who is in there?"
Hasanna?! i asked myself.
indeed, it was her =D
it was exactly like 2 years ago. haha!
tash took me for lunch at Aerin's, and after lunch she led me to Esprit and thats where she surprises me with Hasanna!
hahaha...
thank you, ladies :)
i really really enjoyed your company.


( the night happens like this :  )

i cannot sleep.
work starts in the next 7 hours and i'm still awake.
my cousin is happily snoring, and Criminal Minds is playing on Channel 5.
i watched Britain's Got Talent and So You Think You Can Dance on youtube.com
and even changed my blogskin.
i still cannot sleep.
:(

perhaps i should finish reading The Red Scarf.
it's the current book i'm reading by Kate Furnivall.
beautiful story about friendship of 2 women during the Russian Revolution.
reading it brings me back to secondary school when Mdm Kaur was teaching history about Russia. :)

grrr!
i still cannot sleep :(

hmmmm i still could not decide whether i should get that $108 Casio watch.
should i?
it is worth it?
haha!

do you find Nathaniel Ho cute?
i think he is.
in case you're wondering who he is, well, he is the guy who acted in...actually i don't know which Channel 5 show he acted in.
if only his cina-slit eyes were bigger!
haha!

i seriously need new songs in my mp3.
Fucker has been playing the same ol' songs and i'm getting pretty bored!
any recommendations, people? 

okay, i think i better be off to bed!

good morning everyone! :)

Philip : Do you drive, Derek?

Derek : No I don't BUT (grinning at me) I drive Sufi crazy!

me : Tell me about it!

HAHAHA!


yes, Derek, you do drive me crazy!
hehe

i know i'm 1 week too late for this : 
hehe

i would like to thank : 

- to those who wished me Happy Birthday while i was in Beijing. =D
- Abang Nadz, Pipitz and Zamri who sang the birthday song to me when i called to check my schedule.
- my dearest Nisa who sent me a lovely email. i am deeply touched. :)
- Xanthe, Liyana and Nick for the sweetest surprise. i swear i didn't saw it coming! HAHAHA! THANK YOU GUYS! :)
- my colleagues from amc who surprised me while i was busy packing boxes after the end of event.
- my god-pa who give me $210 (HAHAHA!) for my birthday.
- my mummy who let me inherit her Solitaire diamond ring, her diamond pendant and her diamond bracelet. YAY!

the biggest surprise of all was when i received an email from a boy whom i least expected to wished me happy birthday. LOL!
thank you, Adeel!

xoxo

S

and so i'm in beijing.
i brought clair (my laptop) along and it's redundant because the hotel only gives 2 internet line.
pfft.
so right now, im using Qifen's laptop.
so yeah.

anyway, i'm staying at ritz, and starbucks is across the street.
and so is Gucci, Chanel, Prada, Bally, and all other high-end designer's brands are here.
the food are okay.
i'm not picky.
the people are okay too.


okay, i gtg!
take care everyone!

damn, i miss home! :(

simply beautiful.

and yes, i cried.
like a baby.

when i first laid eyes on you, i knew i'm going to give you my heart.
then yesterday, my heart  was broken because of you.
i had to let you go.
and i knew i couldn't get you back.

so long my pretty gold sandals.

i've never been so sad in my life over a pair of sandals! 
=(