once upon a starry night, you sent me a song by Alanis.
i thought the tune was catchy and the title sounded silly, but i like the song anyway. 
i never really listen to the lyrics carefully until recently:

"You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
And don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault"

i would like to think that, once upon that starry night, you were trying to tell me through that song that you have fallen "heads over feet" for me. 
perhaps, i am over-analyzing.
perhaps, i am right.
who knows? 
 

 we tend to wear the same shade of color top whenever we meet. 
is it pure coincidence or it's a sign? 
you tell. 

Once upon a night, i decided to lie in bed and cry. 
I cried about everything, and boy it felt good after that. 
but the thing is, i would prefer to cry on someone's shoulder than crying on my pillow. 
it would have been more comforting to have that someone to coax and to whisper "it's going to be alright", rather than listening to my own sobs and comfort myself... 

tonight, i am going to do it again.
i am going to cry about everything.
and i am going to listen to my sobs and comfort myself. 

and so it's been ages since i last 'pen' my thoughts here.
so many things had happened lately - good and bittersweet ones.
i'm back in school.
i'm back in Starbucks - same store, same group of people (some new ones) and same group of regulars.
and my mum and i are FINALLY moving out from my aunt's house! :) 

school has been great! 
the friends are hang out with in school are nice and hardworking.
there's Eunice, Janice and Si Mei.
oh! of course there's Sharon :) 
there's definitely no eye-candy in school that i can gush about except for this Pinoy boy, Edward, whom i had a crush on.
sadly, the crush only lasted for 24 hours just because...
other than that, school is school.
nothing interesting to talk about.

Starbucks Jalan Jamal hasn't changed much.
there's too many women working, and only 2 boys.
so imagine if all the women are PMS-ing at the same time (except Aunty Nancy, of course!).. well, go figure! 

ooooo!!! 
i'm so excited about my new house! 
i can't wait to decorate my new room! 
i can't wait to be in a comfort of my own home!
I JUST CANNOT WAIT!!! 

ok.
that's it.
till i write again. :) 

and yes, it has been a while since i last pour my thoughts in my oh-so-pathetic blog.
every time i stared at 'Post an Entry' page, my mind goes blank :  all those thoughts i 'wrote' in my head being erased - Alt + Ctrl + Delete - the minute the page pops up.
and so i've been thinking, perhaps i should write something spontaneous, instead of planned.
spontaneity seems to be working  well; it seems..



( hong kong, BB and me being FAT )